
Peak
37
Weeks
6
Score
417
Chart Year
2022
The sixteenth track off of SZA’s sophomore album SOS released on December 9, 2022. On “Special,“ SZA discusses her own insecurities and regrets about a man, which is also a recurring theme on her debut album, Ctrl.
[Verse 1] I wish I was that girl from that Gucci store She never wore any makeup and she owns couture I got pimples where my beauty marks should be I got dry skin on my elbows and knees I never liked her, wanted to be like her Hate how you look at her 'cause you never saw me Like I was an art piece, like I was an ordinary girl [Chorus] I wish I was special I gave all my special Away to a loser Now I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made me Just like you Just like you [Verse 2] I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin Heard Pilates is in, bash your windows out You gon' hear my mouth, you could kick me out You say I'm too wild, you gon' hate me now Boy, you got me fucked up, now I'm gettin' fucked up Thinkin' 'bout us fucking, why you'd have to fuck her? I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me Like I was an ordinary girl? See SZA Live Get tickets as low as $100 You might also like Love Language SZA Blind SZA Too Late SZA [Chorus] I wish I was special I gave all my special Away to a loser Now I'm just a loser I used to be special But you made me hate me Regret that I changed me I hate that you made me Just like you Just like you [Outro] (Just like you) (Just like you) (Just like you) (Just like you)
| Week | Chart Date | Position | Points |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | Dec 24, 2022 | 37 | 89 |
| 2 | Dec 31, 2022 | 71 | 55 |
| 3 | Jan 7, 2023 | 92 | 34 |
| 4 | Jan 14, 2023 | 83 | 43 |
| 5 | Jan 21, 2023 | 85 | 41 |
| 6 | Jan 28, 2023 | 95 | 31 |