A Lot More Free

Album

Single

Label

Fugitive

Genre

Country

Composer(s)

Max McNown;Steve Fee;Jesse Reeves

Entered Chart

Aug 16, 2025

Peak Date

Aug 16, 2025

Built around the chorus admission, "I'm a little bit hurt, but a lot more free," this song is a four-minute exercise in emotional weather forecasting. Max McNown opens in the dead of winter, his heartbreak mirrored in the frost and wind, before easing into a lyrical spring where thawing ice stands in for hope. From there he climbs onto a mountaintop, taking in rivers that he likens to the "deep scars" of the relationship. McNown concludes that he is grateful for his pain because he has grown from it emotionally. Released on August 25, 2023, as the title track from McNown's debut EP, "A Lot More Free" quietly simmered for months before boiling into his breakthrough hit nearly a year later, eventually hitting the Hot 100 in August 2025. The song's DNA owes much to McNown's collaborators. Steve Fee, who co-wrote and produced the track, is a worship leader, songwriter, and onetime frontman of the Christian rock band Fee, best known for "All Because of Jesus." He's penned church staples like "We Shine" and "Glory to God Forever." The other co-writer, Jesse Reeves, has a similar résumé, having co-written "How Great Is Our God," "I Will Rise" and other modern hymns, plus spending 17 years playing bass for Chris Tomlin while planting churches in Austin and Atlanta. McNown keeps the heartbreak deliberately vague. He told ABC Audio the song is his "personal claim of freedom" after a breakup, but the lack of specifics lets listeners slot in their own emotional baggage. That universality is helped by the musical details: the harmonica as a stand-in for pain, the whistle as a symbol of freedom, both performed by McNown. McNown and Fee aimed for an "anthem" for anyone who'd slipped the bonds of a bad relationship. And in the end, it worked. Judging by its slow-burn success, "A Lot More Free" chronicled healing not only for McNown but many of his listeners as well.

Leaves start falling when the cold wind blows
And soon get covered by the winter snow
Birds start singing when the spring rolls 'round
Flowers blooming through the thawing ground

When you love somebody and the love grows cold
The sun starts shining when you let it all go
There's a certain kinda hurting only time can heal
That's a pretty good picture of the way I feel

I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free
I ain't sayin' that you never took a toll on me
For what it's worth, I can finally see
That I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free
Yeah, I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free

From this mountain, I can see so far
Rivers running like deep, deep scars
Carrying the lifeblood through my veins
Is it crazy that I'm grateful for all the pain?

'Cause I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free
I ain't sayin' that you never took a toll on me

And for what it's worth, I can finally see
That I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free
Yeah, I'm a little bit hurt but a lot more free